Have you ever had a time in your life where you feel that everything is just too much and you need to escape? I am going through one of those times now. It has happened before and I know it will pass but right now , it seems no amount of self talk is doing it for me.
It seems that the universe is conspiring against me LOL. Seriously though, I have been badly let down by some of those I have known and trusted and just about anything that could go wrong has. What have I done to deserve this? I believe that no one is ever given more than they can handle and I endeavour to suck it up and get on with things but lately I am having difficulty doing that.
I know I have no right at all to moan about my life. I have a home, some people who care about me and food to eat. So much more than other unfortunate individuals, I know that and appreciate everything I do have. That said, why do I feel so numb and empty? Enough wallowing from me. I need to give myself a foot in the behind and get over it!!!
It was interesting to see this morning, that The Australian Parliamentary Services have been checking out one of my posts. Big brother is obviously watching !
I am taking the friend I spoke of in a recent post in for her surgery tomorrow. She is feeling quite anxious about it but I am sure she will have a very good outcome 🙂